Wow It's taken me this long to refind my Healing blog online.

I've had some rough times recently.

I found my blog page today after seeing it and it's been 3 years since I posted anything.

It's just sad but this is about how much I've been putting into my spiritual life recently too.  I reached a burnt out phase.

Hopefully   that's done.  

What stalls me makes me rise to the challenge.

What stalls me makes me rise to the challenge.

 

Are you like this?  I am.  IF I feel delayed upon something, I find myself even more determined to push my way through to completion.

This isn't always a good traint.  Especially with my diability problems.

so.. I'll just end this post by saying  don't be stubborn, but don't back down either.  Hold your ground and be humble yet proud that you are who you are.@

Problem on site update

A lot of what I had posted I just found out was lost.

There must have been some sort of site update.

SOo..........................

shame too.  My last entry was important to me.

 

~ I recently read a post on FaceBook about wanting to read more of Practitioners and what they do.

I've put some items on here in the past.  Then the run around thing about the busiiness I tried to have.. and my stagnant, lay low period of more than a year.

Yes,  I regret doing that and I've been building back up my daily Reiki and yoga practices.  I can feel the difference in many ways.

 

More updates to come more often.

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  3 February 2011 9:26 EST | Posted by Posted by wolfscout1

Been refreshing myself

 

Refreshing myself has become a daily thing for nearly a year now.  I've found that I have needed this  "downtime to re-aquaint myself with myself.    yeah that makes sense only if you've had to do it.

I've found that for me, to feel better and alive, health, is to do that which is hardest.  Share with others who come across my path in a daily manner.@

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1 February 2011 16:43 EST

Been refreshing myself

 

lately I've spent my early mornings, refreshing myself on various modalities in the therapy room.  I've been spending  a few minutes after that every morning as well, searching for new fresh information on the net to enhance what I already do and know.   I'm lookin forward always nowdays.

I'm always having to watch my disablity of anxiety and depression bouts ... but life has leveled out.

I've found that the best medicine for me comes from my internal power that the great Divine allows me to funnel to and through me. @

Posted Wed, 04/28/2010 - 10:57

repeating a past daily prayer
Topic: Healing Prayers

Healing Prayer for Today
Topic: Healing Prayers

 

It's been too long.........
Mood:  suave
Topic: Other things.

It's been too long since I last posted to my healing blog.

It's not like I've not done any healing at all.. There's just been nothing really major going on for some time with my HHP.   The occasional energy work for a friend or family member.  Things have actually been rather calm.   And I was/am in great need of calm..........

Recently, I've been working towards "rebooting" my spirituality.  Kickstarting it off again to refresh and discover things I may have missed in previous go rounds.  

Isn't life like that?  we find things become mundane.. daily occurences and they tend to become rather stale.  So how do we find ways to invigorate and energize our Paths?

I'm no expert; but I'm learning every day.

 On a Path just as everyone else is.

~ Wolf.

Just thinking
Mood:  not sure

Lately,  I've been wondering about all the people who have requested healing... been silent after they "recover" then contact again sometimes months later with no communication in between ... only to ask for healing again for giving nothing in return whatsoever.

it's not about money.... but it is about balance, and common courtesy.

Just having issues with inner conflict of late.  

growls in bad manner.

 

Now Playing: update

Much has happened with me for the last .. more than 2 months.

I have needed to do so many things concerning estate probates, learning things related to legal issues. 

My giving to others has for all intent and purpose ..  stopped.

I have become entwined in a few negative conversations that have left me rather drained. 

Time to take even more time for self and recoup.

Self Discovery
Topic: Self Discovery

Self Discovery

What I have seen through out my life journey and the people I have met, is that we have all walked this way before. We have all taken similiar steps, we've all walked a path that often leads us to the same destination. This route may be more difficult than that one. That route may be blessed with being easier. But they are both equally valuable to the soul of the individual who has to walk it. Sometimes we think to give up on people or ways of doing things. We loose sight of Hope, Love, and Joy.. often become quite confused, disenchanted with life. Unwilling to keep up the journey anylonger. You are not alone unless you make yourself alone. I am here to help others as they help me. That is what being human is about. We have always helped each other. It's natural in human nature to do so if you accept your basic, core self.

I pray for you to have the calmness to walk your path in this life journey@.

I pray for you to keep your hopes and Spirit high@.

I pray for your health as you read this blog@.

I pray that you continue to learn throughout your life@.

To become stagnant is to be near the end of things.. This is no good.

I pray that with the coming changes of the people, of the nation, and of the world, that mankind will find a new awareness@.

A new purpose@.

~ Larry

How I came to learn Holistic Health.
Topic: Notes
How I came to learn Holistic Health.


In June of 1999, I had to quit working as a self-employed cabinet builder.  The reason was life events had built up and my anxiety problems had escalated to a point that was beyond my control, was beyond a safety factor.  For a time I was not even allowed to drive. I was having blackout spells and was pretty much confined to a bed even. Things were looking pretty rough.  I had to take Social Security to court because I did not have a “Listed” disability for them to grant it to me. I won at court the first time.  I still have not won Veteran’s Administration connection.. Lots of reasons .. But I view it mainly as they are stalling what I should have already. Shrugs that is another journal entry.
 *Back to the theme *
Well, a family member gave me an older used computer so I could learn how to do that and spend time reading on the net.  I’ve never liked TV much.  Anyways.. I ran across an article on the net that spoke of a woman who had received Reiki and had slowly improved her condition in the span of months of treatments. She went on to become a Level III Master/Teacher herself.  I was inspired.  So I sought an online Reiki Master.. Who became both my Teacher and My online Sister, Deb Bussa ( winged wolf).  I learned Reiki from her progressing up through all three attunement levels, eventually. Giving Reiki distantly and hands on to those who showed need.   It was during this time that Wife and I became Certified Holistic Health Practitioners for my own healing due to disability. 
Eventually, I began to expand into other healing modalities Such as Reflexology, other Reiki forms, crystals, drumming, chanting and more.  Though I was beginning to focus on energy work a lot.
During all this time of learning.. I eclectically picked up many core shamanic methods from various readings, and linked up with Foundation for Shamanic Studies. And have Continued ever since.. I’m  always looking for new ways and ideas on how to aid self and others, and through helping others I have found I also help myself.  It’s a cycle.

For me,  Holistic Health and Spirituality are deeply tied and connected.  They require some of the sharing of theories and mannerisms of metaphysical elements.  This requires one’s abstract knowledge and how to incorporate it.  It requires a certain amount of  visualization skills.  It requires Openness.    It requires that one love oneself and others equally.  

Being a Healer isn’t something one can decide to be - but rather what one becomes as he/she grows and learns and shares with others.

 Since it was brought up in a group here on Beliefnet--  We aid ourselves, family and friends.  I do not charge nothing for what I do.  Healing and Helping others is  where I feel most comfortable working one on one with others. Sometimes when someone needs more help and mention it.. I talk of barter or donations.  That too to me is not pay but balance in giving and receiving.

I have not taught that many Reiki as I have not been asked … I withdrew from many about two years ago.. And have not taught anyone during that time frame.    Most are content to just receive Reiki or other healing modality and improve and wander on down their life journey. That is fine by me.  

Healing Prayer
Topic: Healing Prayers

 6Nov08 Healing Prayer

Today’s prayer takes on a bit of personal flair.
Today may all people come together in understanding and acceptance of each other.
May we all be able to perceive the good intentions others have.
May we not be judgmental.
May the Divine bless us and keep us as one in humanity , not separated by cultures, belief systems, skin color, intelligence level, region of dwelling.
May we see and understand we are all part of the same humanity, part of the same world, part of the same encompassing universe. All is One.@

~ Wolf

Healing Prayer for Today
Topic: Healing Prayers

on Discussions of Sacredness of Reiki Symbols.
Mood:  down
Topic: Other things.

Because the issue of Reiki Symbol Sacredness has cost me so much recently..........

I am going to adopt this per my future actions as they apply to all energy work.........

 From Reiki321 @ beliefnet  with much thanks

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REIKI32

 

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Blessed all all whether I agree or disagree with them is immaterial.@
May your day be filled with Love Light and Joy.@

healing for Mary
Mood:  energetic
Topic: healing Session
Summary of a Shamanic Reiki session from yesterday.
 I was contacted by Mary via a mutual friend.  She was telling me in IM that she had nearly exhausted all options that her family doctor had available to him and she was getting fairly desperate for some relief/help.
She told me of her pain in hips and lower back.  How she had not been able to work for three months. How the pain had not subsided much even when taking large amounts of prescription pain relief.  Our Mutual friend asked her to contact me and give that a try for awhile so she did.
After listening with her for awhile.. I discussed what I could do energy wise.  I told her how I wished to use Reiki and add her to a Healing Circle group I am a part of.  She agreed  … so I began to tell her what  I wanted her to do..  
  To relax and think on nothing except perhaps the Im window or me even.
  To let me know what she felt if anything and type it to me even if I did not reply very soon .
  That I would reply and adjust even the vibrations of what I was sending and perhaps she would notice even that if she was sensitive to energy work.
That she would feel various things as it was different for each person and their sensitivity level.

So I began my distant sending session.  I focused on her IM AV which was a picture of her.
I visualized my her near ( me there) and placed a hand on her lower back and began to call upon the divine universal energy.  I felt It begin to flow through me to her.  I breathed as it is a manner I have trained self to be the intake and output of energy.  I felt it flow through me and to her.   My empathic side picked up  on her very large amount of pain.. I understood all she had told me.  I visualized my other hand lower  on her hip area.. Transmitting healing energy to both areas in my mind.
I was watching the IM window and saw her start to type.
“ I feel very warm in my back .”
I smiled and continued without hesitation.
I thought of how healing energy can only be used for good. And how wrong it was that this Lady was unable to attend to her needs and family as she should and how she was so needed by family and friends.
She typed “ I have tingles in my tailbone”
I slowed down the breathing and the sending , easing off.. And watching the screen…..
After another moment I typed .. “ How is your pain now ? “
She replied “ it is changing .  I think it is better “
“So nice and warm.  I feel like there is something behind me.”
I replied  “ I am  behind you.”
She  typed a “ smiley  face symbol”
Then she told me her back felt a bit better as she was moving in her chair.
I asked her to move very slowly and cautiously and tell me what she felt.
She said she felt warm and calm,  and there was not much pain at all.
I told her to not push it and it would grow and last a while.
I asked her could she contact me again on IM this afternoon she replied “ Yes.”
“ Good” I said.
Then I told her I didn’t think she would have pain for awhile but I wanted her to let me know in the afternoon whether she saw me online or not.  And I would keep working on her back when I got the message.
She was pleased with this and I felt it wash over her in warm Orange hued aura.
 I felt I had given her hope and healing.  I felt good myself.
She thanked me and went about her day.

Later yesterday afternoon I got this message :
“ Hello, Wolf.  I am still feeling so much better.”
“ I feel like you gave me a gift I can not repay you for.”
“I am so thankful for this.  I want to learn about what you did and how I can perhaps learn to help myself and maybe my family”
“Thanks again.. You are so kind.”

I replied with “ I will send to her that evening since she didn’t seem to be in any pain at that moment.”
I gave her Tradition Reiki source ~  
Reiki the Healing Touch by William Rand

I gave her Diane Stein’s books  ( a favorite )
Essential Reiki a Complete Guide to Ancient Healing Art.
Essential Reiki Teaching  Manual Instructional
And one DVD
Diane Stein's Essential Reiki Workshop

A book by Christopher Penzak ~ Magick of Reiki: Focused Energy for Healing, Ritual, & Spiritual Development   ( another favorite )

And told her if she had any questions feel free to email or IM me anytime.

~~~~~~~
This morning I had another thank you and she was going to go to Amazon and buy the Diane Stein Books I recommended.  Another Reiki practitioner on her way.

Thinks to Muse upon.
Topic: Other things.

Sometimes You have to be reminded of things.
This is one of those times.

 

Elder's Meditation of the Day - September 21

"everything is laid out for you. Your path is straight ahead of you. Sometimes it's invisible but it's there. You may not know where it's going, but still you have to follow that path. It's the path to the Creator. That's the only path there is." --Leon Shenandoah, ONONDAGA

Everything on the earth has a purpose and a reason for its existence. Every human being is a warrior and every warrior has a song written in his/her heart and that song must be sung or the soul forever remains restless. This song is always about serving the Great Spirit and helping the people. This song is always sung for the people. Many times I need to learn much about the difficulties of life. I need to know this, so I must experience it. Then I can be of use to the people. Because I am experiencing difficulty does not mean I have left the path or that I have done something wrong. It means I'm doing the will of the Great Spirit during these times of testing. I need to pray constantly to keep a good attitude.

Great Spirit, this I know - You will never leave me, only my doubting makes it seem like You do. This I know - Your love is always dependable, only my doubting makes it seem like You do. Today remove the doubts from my belief system and allow me to stand straight and see You with straight eyes.

 

 And this one from today.

 

Elder's Meditation of the Day - October 23
"We do not walk alone. Great Being walks beside us. Know this and be grateful."
--Polingaysi Q“yawayma, HOPI
Many religions have different names for these Beings. Some are called angels, some are called spirits. These Spirit Beings are helpers. They guide us, protect us and will help us during our times of need. Sometimes they give us dreams. We need not be afraid when these Spirit Helpers come. We need to understand they are the Creator's helpers.

Great Spirit, send me the helpers to guide my path as I seek to walk in Your service.

Susan's Max
Topic: healing Session
Converted from an IM  healing for Susan’s  dog Max.

Susan : could I please ask you to send Max some healing also
L.  Yes, you can. you know I would  do what I can .
S . thank you
S. you are an extremely gifted healer
L. you and deb are wrong in that susan.  I am just a hard tryer
S . you are a powerful healer as well as a good tryer
: I am humble enough to not think I am powerful healer
: I find it hard to think on.
 If I was so much a healer I would heal myself
S: well as it is not you that does the healing you are correct
S: but you are a very good channel for spirit to work through
wolfscout1 (10/17/2008 4:58:47 PM): true i reckon
S: and we would all say that
S: if i was a powerful healer i could heal max's eye
L: how is the older lady?
S: robbie
L: I thought of her this AM in healing meditation ..  yes
S she is hanging in there … : thank you
L.  same?
S yup
L: k
S:  She’s getting very forgetful
L: she is tough of mind
S but still with us
S. very
L.  max is going to have hard time with eye
S. yes he already is
L did doc say he may go blind?
S: yup
L k ,  i think so too
S: or the eye may burst if the ulcer gets too deep
L. would be bad,  too much bleeding , you will have to be watchful
S i cannot get the drops in  he fights me
L.  you should ask for help in holding him
L.  he doesn't understand
S. i am going to have to phone the vet tomorrow and ask if i can take him down there for someone to help me ,  he is very clever
L.  you don't have a neighbor who can help you tonight??
S.  i had my 2 daughters helping me
L. max isn't thinking good either and   his pain is great
S.  i shall try in a while when I have music on and give him some hands on healing
L.  slow his pain and maybe you will succeed
L. : eyes are very sensitive like getting a toothache
S. i have liquid painkiller for him
L.  good ,  I think it's not going to go well for max
L.  and his hearing isn't good either is it?
S. i think its ok
L.  : hrm  feels not
S. someone said to me yesterday had i thought of having him put to sleep
S.  but i couldn’t do that
S.: he is only 9
L. sighs.. it is not time..  but he has problems
L.  he needs your companionship
S.  they seem to think the eye ulcers are a symptom of a bigger problem
L. : yes.
S.  he spends a lot of time sitting near me
L. : yes,   stay on his good eye side.. it comforts him
S.   and how do i get the drops in
L.: I'm not picking up much on that
L.: kinda feel you won't tonight anyways
S. : i am afraid he will bite me
S:  nope i bet i don’t
L.  he is in great pain susan.
S. they scraped the whole surface of his eye yesterday
L. : that is why.. he is not a mean aggressive dog.
S. : to get rid of the damaged skin
L.  yes
S.  no  i have known him nip now and again but just as a warning thst people are overstepping the mark
S : like my little grandson
L.  yes  he is a good dog in tremendous pain.. not responsible for protecting self.
L.: can't tell you his pain
L.: just wants to be close and deal.. I have been there myself.
Susan.   why is it we cannot heal our own when we most need to
l. : I do not know.. I wish I Did
L.  max knows you only wish to help.  he knows susan
S. : thanks
L. He just doesn’t  understand all is all.
L.  I must go.   Night Susan.
L.. oh sending what I can before I go to kitchen.
~ for now.
S.  : thanks wolfie  I still say you are a good one to have in my corner
S: much more worthy that many i have met onlines
 L.: I am just me.. nothing more or less.
wolfscout1: laters.

Hello and welcome.
Mood:  caffeinated
Topic: Introduction

I want to welcome you here to read of what I have intended this Blog spot to be.

a sort of record of my journey as  healer.

I'm going to go back and pull up some documents I had saved to my pc that I've not lost in various crashes.. lol and post them here..

Also will be finding a lot of old posts I have made on the net and move them here to this blog trying hard to keep the dates related to the original post so you can get a feel for the timeline of things.

Then.. when I do a healing or sending of some importance.. I will log that onto the blog as well as other perhaps important information I wish to share.

Thanks for coming by.

May you leave when you choose 

feeling happier and more well in Mind Body and Spirit.

~ Wolfscout / Larry

Healing for WW when she was so sick.
Topic: healing Session

This is an im from a time when WW was in hospital to have surgery..  very important to me.

wolfscout1: are you online??
wolfscout1: Growls at you anyways just because I can©
Winged Wolf Debbie: hey there. i'm kind of on. i wanted to check things out but can't sit for long so i'm back and forth for a few.
Winged Wolf Debbie: how are you?
wolfscout1: um I"m ok.
Winged Wolf Debbie: and stop growling at me
wolfscout1: why should i?
Winged Wolf Debbie: i may growl back
wolfscout1: you don't listen if i don't
Winged Wolf Debbie: sure i do
wolfscout1: chuckles to self at your idea of listening
Winged Wolf Debbie: LOL
wolfscout1: how are you doing?
Winged Wolf Debbie: very sore, very tired most of the time........ but absolutely wonderful!!!!
Winged Wolf Debbie: i knew i was too damed ornery to die
wolfscout1: i have not stopped sending my sister.
wolfscout1: i have gone through many candles at your spot on the Therapy table.
Winged Wolf Debbie: i know you haven't, you've done such an awsome job!!!! everyone has worked so hard to keep me around. i love you all
wolfscout1: I have .. I"ve used up all my orange and white candles..
wolfscout1: I'm going to the big city tomorrow to replace the ones i've used.
Winged Wolf Debbie: :)
Winged Wolf Debbie: when i can i'll replace them....... i still owe you some CD's too
wolfscout1: no you don't owe me nothing at all.
wolfscout1: youpain
Winged Wolf Debbie: i love you too you pain
Winged Wolf Debbie: lol
Winged Wolf Debbie: i hate to run but i have to lay down for awhile, i've been sitting for too long
wolfscout1: is ok.. rest.

 

WW's healing Spot that I burned for nearly 14 days.

smiles.......