Topic: healing Session
I did a extra long and indepth Reiki healing last night.
Some things about ti felt odd... unsure if I was using other techniques mixed in or not.
as it was a distance healign I felt I should have been able to roll right along with it and be liek many other events have done..
This one seems to be pulling.
The individual I was focusing on has cancer.
She was in considerable pain even with medications.
I thin bascially what happed was I sent as much reiki as I think I usually send hoping that it would be enough.. but by the persons own statement and comments on IM, I felt I was not helping much.
so I went into shamanic mode.
reaching out and feeling, absorbing ....................
It fot to the point after nearly two hours I felt exhausted.. drained and completely empty.
order of healing last night:
Reiki candle magic,
Shaman/totem reiki with much empathci useage involvement.
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some afterwards notes.
This person was in extreme advanced levels of cancer.. was in hospice care. I truly feel the only thing I could have done better with this person was try to prepare them for crossing. they stated they were scared to death of dying a painful death. I felt I did not help them but more to the point I felt they lacked the faith and spiritual strength of mind and spirit for what I was doing to help them.
You have to be open for it to work.
~ Wolfscout / Larry
